4:14 p.m.

He told me my life was going no where with what future I have planned. He told me that I needed to worry about it now so when I'm older I can relax and stay on my path. I could only reply with eye contact, its too depressing knowing that relaxed means coming home day after day without any excitement or passion. Knowing that path would mean same job different boss on the occasional first of the month. I don't want that. No one does. people just happen to slowly fall into their miserable lives continuing day after day until their dead. I want fun, I want excitement, I want love. But so do a lot of other people. And yet they still end up on that "path." So really all thinking has concluded to this, thinking about your future is a harsh look on reality, making us realize that we dream of the future day after day and never even realize that were living it. and when were young we dream of being older and having fun all the time and living without our families, so in exchange we go to school and study hard for our plans. Then when we finally reach our plans were screwed on fun because there's no time to rest between job and the next day. Its all a crazy loop.

He then looked at me and said

"Ok now that I've given you time to think, what do you want to do?"

My reply

"Fuck off"