I dont wanna get drunk i just wanna be held
2003-12-07

2:58 p.m.

I laughed, cried then threw up everywhere I went.

Friday night had been by far the most intoxicated I had ever been. I went pee in a bush and i refused reinier to help me, I hung out with katie my sisters ex best friend and shes the one who suppled the stuff, and then i threw up on reiniers dads car. After that its pitch black in my head. I say the day after had me speechless and worthless inside. I couldn't even fight my Mom about the clothes I was wearing to some play. I ended up with a dog shirt on and a fluffy jacket that look like a cross dresser should be wear. But all in all Vodka is the shit and if you drink to much your gonna throw up.

I apologize for my behavior with one certain person and I do remember I had a talk with you just please you might need to explain a little to me.

Smile at me and I will Stay