Love is hard for me, but not when hes in my mind
2003-12-11

5:30 p.m.

She asked "who has a boyfriend?"

I rose my hand and giggled

she then said "Are you in love? Do you think you are? What's your definition of love because your definition could be totally different from mine."

Then as I sat there I contemplated my definition. Exploring my heart for words that could describe how I felt when I'm with him. I realized that there are no words because I've never felt this way. Sure you the reader can roll your eyes and say "Ha but your young and stupid your not in love"

But coming from a mind that's been deserted from love or a body that's never felt a true touch. You know when someone means it. you grow to learn the difference between someone faking it and someone feeling it. And we're feeling it.

Smile at me and I will Stay